the recluse

1.

bir cursive sarkisi. gece gece iyi gider, gelir.

i wake alone
in a woman's room i hardly know.
i wake alone
and pretend that i am finally home.

the room is littered
with her books and notebooks
i imagine what they say, like,
"shoo fly don't bother me."
i can hardly get myself out of the bed
for fear of never lying in this bed again.

oh christ, i'm not that desperate.
oh no, oh god. i am.

how'd i end up here to begin with?
i don't know.
why do i start what i can't finish?
oh please don't barrage me
with the questions
to all those ugly answers.
my ego's like my stomach,
it keeps shitting what i feed it.

but maybe i don't want to finish anything anymore.
maybe i can wait in bed 'til she comes home
and whispers,
"you're in my web now,
ı've come to wrap you up tight
'til it's time to bite down."

i wake alone
in a woman's room i hardly know.
i wake alone
and pretend that i am finally home.

   cedricc   04.06.2012 04:27
   #2521525
2.

güzel bir şarkı olmakla beraber asla yüzünü görmek istemeyeceğim bir örümcek türüdür. <bkz: brown recluce spider>

   cocobatanesi   04.06.2012 07:23
   #2521530
 
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